Feather laihtuu

"...Well…it is. I want to be skinny, not so I can look like the girls in magazines or so people will think I’m pretty, but because I want to disappear. I want to get so small that people can’t even see me. It’s about being smaller, lesser, fragile. The smaller I am the less of me there’ll be for people to hate.
I don’t want to be skinny for the attention, I want the opposite. I want to be invisible. When I look in the mirror I want to hardly be able to see myself.

It’s about being empty. I hate how food feels inside me. When I’m empty everything becomes sharper. My senses heighten. One gust of wind and I stumble. Food weighs me down, it dulls everything. I feel blunt."

-Willow

Tohon viimeiseen kohtaan voin samaistua aivan helvetin hyvin. Loppu ei niinkään päde meikäläiseen - olen ihan uskomattoman huomionkipeä - mutta toi viimeinen. <3